Yes, I had to divide the entry because Mr. LJ said it was too long. D:
So, as I was saying...
About my mother’s approval, I had the most beautiful but yet sad dream of all a week ago (sad because I woke up and it was not there).
I dreamt that I was looking for something in my mother’s room and that I found and old book.
I opened it, and I could read on the first page something written by her: it was some kind of encouragement little text, telling me that the book would help me become what I wanted.
I started browsing the pages, and soon I realised that it was a sewing book, with patterns, explanations and even some blank pages so I could draw my own sketches.
When I opened my eyes and did not feel the book in my hands I felt terribly depressed. Not because of the book itself, but because I was not holding that beautiful thing my mum had written anymore.
I told her about it crying when we had our argument, and I noticed that she was about to cry too. So I am not 100% sure that she does not see that I really love fashion design.
Today, I am meeting with my ex.
I know, you must be thinking “is she out of her Victorian mind?”. The truth is that I am, but this is not the reason why. xD
I am going to see him for I need a favour from him that could give me another chance to take the violin exam. But I won’t deny I find it odd. Terribly odd. It is not something very pleasant.
He’s not a bad boy, don’t get me wrong. But we did not work together and seeing him almost a year since we broke up (07.20.09) will bring many surprises.
Anyway... Other than that I am happy! :D
I spent the most wonderful weekend with my dear Holmes and I miss her already.
The Watson Loli outfit is almost finished and I cannot wait to wear it. It’s so warm! :3 Perfect for winter.
And I have bought two wigs yesterday. One is for Ran Mouri’s cosplay, and the other is for Lolita.
Wanna take a look? These are the wigs:
Also, I am feeling like a princess. I never though I'd say something like that, but it is the truth!
I am still thinking whether it has to do with the fact that my loved one is treating me like royalty or just because I became more aware of my femininity. Remember that I thought I was not feminine? Well, that has changed.
I think I had to tell you more stuff about my life but I have forgotten...
OH, WAIT, YES!! I LOVE STAR TREK!!
So... having said that, I’ll leave you to be happy because this post must be boring you like hell.
Lots of love to all of you, dear friends!
PS: I have a new Tumblr. Feel free to follow if you want! :3 http://ranwatson.tumblr.com/